The plan.

First kiss atop a roller coaster. Not just any roller coaster, but Goliath! Six flags magic mountain. The anticipation over the past two weeks had built it up in the most beautiful way. Instead of kissing me directly, he would put his finger in between our lips. Never have I dated a guy that was so romantic. Goliath starts its incline. Initiate nervous butterflies. As we reach the top he grabs my face. It happened. It really happen. Our first kiss, barreling down one of the highest coasters in the World. I can't even begin to explain the adrenaline rush that followed that. When you build something up in such a way and execute it in such a manner... It's just incredible. Most memorable kiss I will have for the test of my life most likely.

We followed the rest of the day with more rides and obviously many more kisses. Went to get a caricature & spoke to the guys drawing and witnesses our story. Everyone was super impressed with us because we are so comfortable with each other.

Paul treated me unlike any guy prior had beforehand. I've learned to be completely independent and not expect anyone to pay for me. Chivalry apparently is dead to most.. But not to Paul. Without any question, he paid. This caught me off guard. Every time we were around a door, it was open for me. Anytime we had to go somewhere, he let me go in first. So impressed.

Packed for later after the park closers was a bottle of champagne & a blanket. We found a local park, Citrus park to be exact. Had a toast to an amazing day spent together, then suddenly he stopped me. He told me how happy he was and that he feels we are on the right track and that l of this feels right. He then asked me of doing the honor of being his girlfriend. Of course I said yes! I couldn't imagine not being with him after these past few weeks. Beautiful, just absolutely beautiful.

How it started.

Just when I felt like giving up on the pursuit of a relationship, you came into my life. They say the best love you will have in your life is when it's unexpected & from the person you least suspect. Paul & I never had the chance to really connect until about two weeks ago. Once the first text was sent, it was over from there. We were in constant contact always followed by smiles. My dear friend Grace flew in from Australia on Thursday September 6th. (Revert to previous story) Our first romantic occurred just a short 2 days later. The twist in this story is I was accompanied by the character whom had put my heart in the blunder to begin with. As soon as we all got to the Nest I was drawn to Paul. His smile, that charm�� I pop open a bottle of wine and the night then truly began. Grace asks to find a place to crash around 2 am and Paul kindly give her his room to sleep in. After we leave the room he pins me up against a wall. Sexually thrilling for someone like myself. I then proceed to explain how I've always wanted to kiss someone without the use of actual lips. It's that intense moment before your lips actually touch that everyone takes granted. The unknown. With a feat of passion he agrees and we breathe heavily on each other, lips gracing, but never actually pressing together. One of the most fiery and sexual experiences I've ever had to date. We continue this for a few more moments and decide to join the party downstairs. At this point everyone is drunk, but not drunk enough to misread the energy between me and this new found love. I thought to myself, is this really happening? The guy that toyed with my heart & constantly burdened my mind watched as my heart drew to another. This is what closure feels like. Closure feels good.

Today marks the day of a new beginning to something beautiful<3

I've got a date and a ticket receipt,
I've got some spending money saved and a place we can meet.
Can you think of any destination you've been dying to see?

Say the word and we'll leave.
The weather's fine, we've got plenty of time.
There's only one thing keeping me from booking a flight:
I've got to know that you mean it when you say
that this feels right.

I kept expectations low with the promise of what will grow.
What is this doing to me?
Are you feeling the same thing?
Let's just get out of here, let's get this off the ground. The plane won't stick around.
Like a dot on the map turningevery page to find where you're at.
I wanna help you to get from A, to B, to C, and then back to me; so this can be more than one event we share back when, once upon a time across the sea. My heart, I'll keep it low if I should lose control.

You want to know what happiness is?

“It’s waking up in the middle of the night, shifting under the blankets & feeling the heart of the person next to you. You turn around & see them in their most peaceful, innocent, & vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lies on anyone’s shoulders but their own. You smile & kiss their face in the gentlest manner so as not to wake them. You turn back & an involuntary grin forms on your face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.”

City of Angels